the universe may assort randomly...but sometimes that leaves me little to say...

It's not like I haven't posted lately. I have. It's just that the next morning I would wake up and delete it. I don't know why. The posts were honest....forthright.....and without guile...but something rang false with them. Or they didn't read right. Actually....it was getting kinda frustrating....I would write at night and delete in the morning. And this may sound self-indulgent but realize that hopefully it isn't.....I don't like just throwing some crap up on the posting board. Things are pretty good here.....my school is going well...my daughters are good.....we have a contract....I'm starting to plan a trip to see my sister this summer with my daughter.....so why do I keep writing and deleting?? It's a funny universe....