#4

I should have something to say. There are those who say I always have something to say. Curiously, I don't at the moment. I haven't all week. I've been doing what I do.....working hard, talking and listening to kids, laughing. My effort and energy at work are the same. I've tried to stay close to my daughters. I'm in a new relationship. But behind it all, I really don't have anything to say. I go through these "blah" periods occassionally. I've come to understand they don't mean much. Just something to get through. I used to lose my focus when in them, but for the last few years, I've just ridden them out. Known that they're part of me. Accepted them. But haven't lost focus.